| | *sigh*... why do i always feel like i am being used... >.<... i hate feeling that way.. but i can't help it.. ur so mean... but isn't that what love is.. ur suppose to let him do whatever he want.... but the last time i did that... it broke my heart... and helen was very sad for a long long time.. man i don't know anymore... i told meself lotz of times before that i shouldn't go back into a relationship.. it's too hard.. but... well.. i don't know.. but i really feel like i am being so selfish... since i want him to spend most of his time with me.. i feel like we are feeling more separated... helen dont' want to feel that way... but it seem like all the stuff he likes to do.. helen doesn't like it... maybe i should just think off it... and wait and see.. i love him so... but helen can't wait forever.....
*sigh*.. maybe i should just go back to school... going to be 21 in a couple of months.. i feel like i haven't accomplish anything in my life...
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| | Posted 1/18/2008 9:41 PM - 11 Views
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